not okay.

I took out my eyebrow ring.

I am REALLY fucking mad at myself.

Shit.

fuck.

just fuck.

Saw Caitlin tonight.
First thing she said to me was "Dude, your boobs are HUGE!"

I love that kid.

She would never say where she came from. Yesterday don't matter if it's gone. While the sun is bright, or in the darkest night, no one knows. She comes and goes. Goodbye, Ruby Tuesday. Who could hang a name on you? When you change with every new day, still I'm going to miss you. Don't question why she needs to be so free, she'll tell you it's the ( Read more... )

And I know it could be me
I'm always asking for more
I keep running round in circles
I keep looking for a doorway
I'm going to need two lives
To follow the paths I've been taking

I was surprised, I was happy for a day in 1975. I was puzzled by a dream, stayed with me for a day in 1995. My brother had confessed that he was gay, it took the heat off me for awhile. He stood up with a sailor friend, made it known upon my sister's wedding day. I got married in a rush to save a kid from being deported, now she's in love. I was so ( Read more... )

I'm no Barbie doll, I'm not your baby girl.
I've done ugly things, and I have made mistakes.
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines.
I am rotten to my core, if they're to be believed.

give me your eyes
i need sunshine
your blood, your bones, your voice, and your ghost
we've both been very brave
walk around with both legs
fight the scary day
we both pulled the tricks out of our sleeves
but i'll believe in anything and
you'll believe in anything