really, i'm posing that question because my mind has been consumed by gravity's rainbow. and i feel like i no longer have anything to talk about with anyone and that i'm growing stupid. i am also questioning what i want to do with my life. i don't even know what i've done this break...read, been to museums, been to brooklyn a lot, wasted a lot of ( Read more... )

i need something new to think about. any ideas?

today i saw my US history teacher being a police officer 8 blocks from my house. words cannot describe the strangeness of this moment.

(it doesn't help that i also saw him while walking to school this morning, as a civilian)

life is ridiculous. but it exists. and i am living it in the world, and not in my head.

curling up early with pynchon and no trains. i am kind of delirious.

my dad made cinnamon raison scones and i am so excited for school.

my house is so quiet and clean and i napped to pavement and the get up kids.

i don't have much to say these days. i am quite happy.

my mouth hurts.

dear world,

zero in the denominator is undefined and blows up into infinity. and that was the story of yesterday.

in a good way.

love, hannah

i dropped my lamp and now it doesn't work. lame.

i am not being abstract and philosophical because i am too distracted by real life. i am taking this as mostly a good thing, because all the only things that seem to be suffering are my psych journals ( Read more... )

Il à neigé. J’ai besoin des nouveaux chaussures.