Valentines day is a holiday I just over look.

But all of a fucking sudden it's national ex-boyfriend re-contact day.

The one, i didn't mind. It's been a long time, he was a cool guy, 10 years since past that I never actualy broke up with... I just moved away. It was nice to catch up.
The others I could have done without.

I have learned my lesson about those with tiney heads.
And I have learned to forgive, finally.
I've been watching "sometimes, Always" all night.

I'm slightly smitten with a straight edger.
How the hell's that going to work?

Whenever my current best friend moves, I end up in some relationship with some looser who seems up to a relationship ( Read more... )

I've never been quite this depressed before. I've withdrawn from everything and every one. I can't find a job because I'm scared to leave the house and I can't face people. I'm getting pretty scared. I've tried to talk to a a couple of people, and they either don't believe me or don't care. I don't know what to do. I don't know whats happening to

So, I'm feeling very old. I'm going to be 26 soon. Thats just a hop, skip, and a jump away from 30, and for someone who hit their peak when they were 15, and never thought they'd live to see the day, 30 is a fucking scarry prospect. There are alot of things which are making me realse that I'm old too, such as ( Read more... )

I hate this ( Read more... )

I think I'm just fucking lonely. Everyone has paired up, and it makes me feel out of place. I haven't talked to my best friend in 2 months. Nothing. So much for moving to chicago. Lauren's moving. And that guy just fucking stoped calling, and i'm not going to be a douche bag, and call him. I don't blame him, it's not like I'm cute or anything. I ( Read more... )

I just realised how horrible old (3 or 4 years old) and emo my damned title on my journal here is.

So they kicked Zane out, and I'll probably never see him again. Which is ok. I just fuckin crush on everyone I meet, and I need to stop doing that.

I need to save up some money and move.

I fall in love with everyone I meet.