I am home, if you care to say hello please do. I had fun at NY, I'll tell you all about it when you call me for the love and attention you want from me!

#1 thank you(s) for bringing up my spirits. I'm in a decent mood, and I haven't been here in a while.

#2 Sorry Dustin that I didn't get to recieve your depression talk and have you ween me back to health, but I love you man, and thanks for taking the time out for me. I hope you still had fun.

#3 I leave for NY tommorow.. well.. today? In like 6 ( Read more... )

is it that big of a hassle? for all the times I give people my undivided attention and love and all I can give? Things are too unbalanced now. I just need to stop giving love, because I'm just put in this awful position of not recieving love. I spend the day alone again. I don't want to be here anymore. I leave friday morning for new york, and I ( Read more... )

If it wasn't so ahrd to let go of some things, then you would never feel so free in the end

that's what I meant. Stay a while, it can't be too bad?

I had practice with jake, nate, dustin, josh, and chad. I was in a shitty mood because things keep getting worse, and I'm tired of bringing people down with me.

I have so many summer assignments to do. I don't know if I want to go to forest park next year. I haven't felt so unwelcomed in almost... well.. 2 weeks. I'm in such a fucking awful mood.

summer is off to a start.

it seems to have brought a lot of =) and a lot of =(

it's so nice out. I've eatin tons of taco bell lately, seen 3 movies in 3 days.. and I haven't kissed a girl in far too long.

end transmission

I've been so down lately ( Read more... )

the chandelier swing. it's so beautiful, but you cant do anything more than admire it or you'll ruin it.

I was surprised by... maybe.. the accuracy of this thing?

How to make a thesneakyjesus
Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

1 part silliness

3 parts ego
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I have managed to get pretty sick. I feel like a fucking foot. I mean, it's not like I wasn't already emotionaly unstable, but now I'm sick. I hung out with the Josh, Jake, and Nate yesterday. We got some pretty solid material down. I think wilting is kinda falling apart. Jud isn't to interested anymore, and there's no motivation. It just bugs me, ( Read more... )