I never had any closer friends
than the ones I had when I was young
alone again just you and i
nostalgia wave goodbye
I think it's time for me to go

I'm another day late and one year older...it's failure by design

Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottles full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin,
this can begin, this can begin

I'm learning how to fall
Learning how to take a hit
Had to walk before I crawled
It was winner take it all
Now I'm learning how to fall
Yeah, I got the hang of it

i think i would seriously be better off dead.

at least i wouldnt cry over every fucking thing. i used to be so together even in my worst moments...i used to NOT cry in front of people. But now, I cant freaking stop. For the life of me. And I blame it all on algebra.

Thank you and goodnight.

im fooling everyone but me this way

[i have a sugarcult fetish]

"Empty pockets never held anyone back. Only empty heads and empty hearts can do that."~Norman Vincent Peale

{counting stars wishing i was okay crashing down was my biggest mistake}

She stole everything your heart desired now you want it back...
she stole everything she controlled everything

shes the blade and youre just paper.

you know what sucks? me not going to girls choice anymore because nicki said she didnt wanna go with me anymore and im not going alone with susan and stoodley. Sorry, Susan. But it would suck to go aone when you have a date. AAHHH! Im so mad. I was really looking foward to it, too. :-( I NEED TO HAVE FUN AND SOMETIME SOON OR ELSE ILL FREAKING GO ( Read more... )

Today didnt start out too good, but the people at my lunch table cheered me up. And made me smile and laugh for the first time in a loooong time. So yes. That was really, really overdue. And I feel a lot better now. (not to mention the fact that im on a freaking million pills that pretty much have the same effect as coke ( Read more... )

I'm one more
Hopeful lying on the bedroom floor
No sense trying
When the whole thing drops
You lose your nerve
I hope you get what you deserve

Newsflash: Susan is a poser.

And apparently, I suck at life.

I almost wet my pants in health today. It was fun. Oh yes, hxc.