If you guys still read this I now have a myspace and a facebook...

Christmas was absolutely amazing. My family actually got along. :) I went a bit over board on everybody though, now Im struggling to make ends meet ( Read more... )

Hmm...Christmas shopping has turned out to be harder than I thought. I can't seem to decide on what to get Amber. Marissa was easy. i just got her a Simon Credit Card for $50 so she can get anything anywhere in the mall. I still can't think of what to get my mother...skip will be semi-easy. I think I might just get him a soccer jersey or something ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the last month or so...

I got a car!!! Its a green saturn, '99. It has a sun-roof, cd player, all leather interior, et cetera. I love it. haha

Also, work has been rather slow...a big $20 a night for the most part. Although, the other day I made $120, then $80 the day after. My bills are now over $700 a month. *screams*. Its ( Read more... )

 The Trans-Siberian Orchestra was absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever seen or heard. IT actually brought me to tears two or three times. haha. Im such a loser. Anyway. I'm glad I took my mother. Although, we fought most of the way she was so excited; and for once her gratitude was overwhelming. I got to meet all of them!!! I was so ( Read more... )

I'm about to leave for the Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert. I'm so damn excited! I was going to go with Matt, then with Skip, but I couldn't get a hold of Matt and Skip had to work. Even though my mother and I have been fighting constantly, and she kicked me out, I decided to take her. Things have been rough, she needs something to cheer her up!

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Things have been going horribly lately! I was kicked out of my house ( Read more... )

Today at work I came out short +40 dollars!!! So, I walked with only $18. What bullshit. I'm upset ( Read more... )

 I am definitely moving on with my life. The past few days have been the biggest eye opener for me! I can't tell you why, because in all honesty I can't quite pin point it myself!

My self-confidence is at its highest! Even though I was rejected just yesterday by somebody dear to me--plus the fact Andrew won't say a word to me--I'm still beaming ( Read more... )

once again, I had my hopes for our frienship to be rekindled but instead my heart was broken. How many times can this happen before I learn my lesson? All I can do is laugh at myself ( Read more... )