Whenever I fail,
or whenever I'm denied by something or somebody,
I feel like trying ridiculously hard at whatever I do,
Just to become the best at something,
or overwhelmingly successful
so that people go,
shit.
Why did we pass her up?
And then I can just smirk in response. 
And of course this is probably not the right way to take failure or what have you ( Read more... )

B e s t

1. Male friend: Chad, Jeff
2. Female friend: Marge
3. Vacation: I don't know. I liked Las Vegas a lot but it wasn't a vacation.. Hampton Beach was fun this year. I don't know.
4. doesn't exist?
5. Memory: I dunno. That's tough. It changes as I change... but I bet if i thought here long enough about it, most of my favorite memories would ( Read more... )

Getting out of school for vacation on Friday > coming home and being in a pissy mood < going to taco bell and selling cds > really windy and cold night < Going to Marge's with Jeff for the evening & hanging out at Dunkin Donuts for 1 hour + > Waking up at 7 to go to work  > whatever I did on Saturday after work I forget < going to marge's to ( Read more... )

I never read for history.
i can't do it.
It makes me fall asleep.

I'm angry.
I can't go to Circa in Boston on April 2nd because it already freakin sold outtttt
rar.
stupid Saves the Day.  If it wasn't for them, it wouldn't be sold outttttt! 
and then.  Chiodos is coming to Latham on May 10th with the number 12 looks like you
which is so wonderful
EXCEPT
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I can't drive.
ahahahha. God
On the way to Fall of Troy I just. lost it and smacked into a freakin reflector and I was off the road and I just keep playing it over and over in my head.
Not that I'm hurt or Travis or my car barely. I just dented the license plate.
But I can't believe I did that.
It was so scary.
I'm such a shitty driver.
Thank God Travis ( Read more... )

All I ever do now are these stupid surveys ( Read more... )

( Stolen from Jess's myspace...teehee! )

woo.
I'm really kinda unprepared for snoball haha
I still need accessories and a hair appt
and my dress and shoes arent even in yet so I'm a little nervous because it's in like. a week.
and yeah, that's not good.

but yeah.

Grooove tonight
woo.

I don't know what to say.
I'm kinda meh. ya know?
I can't wait for all of these shows
ITS BEEN SO LONG.
since Dec. ( Read more... )

oh man what am I doing with my life ( Read more... )

What are you? Answer every question with an "X" for yes, or leave it blank for no. Whatever you get the most of in a catigory, that is what you are. If you decided to repost this subject this in what you are ( Read more... )