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We're going to Maine today! :)
In other news:
Talking to a boy, he asked me what I want in someone.
I want someone I connect with. Really, really connect. You feel it in your stomach and chest, when they just get you. I want him to feel like I get him, too. I want someone intelligent, who can challenge my thinking, and who can tell me stories. He should be open, we should be able to talk, and he should be willing to tell me a lot about himself and his beliefs. I'd like someone reserved, occasionally shy. I want someone extremely affectionate, who always tells me wonderful things, so that when we're apart I never feel alone. He'd wake up thinking of me, wanting to talk to me or be with me. We would be best friends. He would be very gentle. He's very laid back, very calm. I want someone who I'm very physically and sexually attracted to, and who is very traditional. I would love someone who is, of course, into my kind of music, and also someone who's very creative and very romantic. I want to be able to sit and listen to music with him or paint. I want to draw with him sometimes, and just be still with each other. I want him to understand that I'm very affectionate, I love love, I love attention, I love to give attention. I want him to understand that everything I give, I, maybe I don't expect back, but everything I give, are things I want. All the sweet words, all the compliments, all the little gifts and little treasures I leave, all the music I write for him ... those are all things I want in return. Without an equal distribution of affection, I can't help it, my eyes just wander, whether I want them to or not.
It doesn't neccessarily mean I'm looking. But from experience now, I know that this person I have just described is the ONE. Whether I have him now, or whether I will meet him in the future, this person I have just described, I will marry.
Communication
Connection
Affection
A real meet-in-the-middle affinity.
That's what I long for.
In other news:
Talking to a boy, he asked me what I want in someone.
I want someone I connect with. Really, really connect. You feel it in your stomach and chest, when they just get you. I want him to feel like I get him, too. I want someone intelligent, who can challenge my thinking, and who can tell me stories. He should be open, we should be able to talk, and he should be willing to tell me a lot about himself and his beliefs. I'd like someone reserved, occasionally shy. I want someone extremely affectionate, who always tells me wonderful things, so that when we're apart I never feel alone. He'd wake up thinking of me, wanting to talk to me or be with me. We would be best friends. He would be very gentle. He's very laid back, very calm. I want someone who I'm very physically and sexually attracted to, and who is very traditional. I would love someone who is, of course, into my kind of music, and also someone who's very creative and very romantic. I want to be able to sit and listen to music with him or paint. I want to draw with him sometimes, and just be still with each other. I want him to understand that I'm very affectionate, I love love, I love attention, I love to give attention. I want him to understand that everything I give, I, maybe I don't expect back, but everything I give, are things I want. All the sweet words, all the compliments, all the little gifts and little treasures I leave, all the music I write for him ... those are all things I want in return. Without an equal distribution of affection, I can't help it, my eyes just wander, whether I want them to or not.
It doesn't neccessarily mean I'm looking. But from experience now, I know that this person I have just described is the ONE. Whether I have him now, or whether I will meet him in the future, this person I have just described, I will marry.
Communication
Connection
Affection
A real meet-in-the-middle affinity.
That's what I long for.