Today Yekaterina and I indulged in a harry potter movie marathon so it was a good relaxing day. We also ate. A lot. Popcorn, crackers, bagels, and of course, chocolate. But last night, or perhaps yesterday morning, was not pleasant. Not at fucking all. Nathan, man of happiness himself and I spoke again after a fortnight of neglecting ( Read more... )

do guys not pursue me because im up tight?

thats what nathan just told me, because i dont want to meet him at a gas station at 3am, to drink wine with him. IS THAT WHY ICANT GET A BOYFRIEND BECAUSE I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF???/

fucking asshole

im fucking scared.

some one please help me out of this well. im drowning. its cold and wet, my body is shivering. im afraid i might die. im alone. can't anyone hear my yells? my pleas for help?? i will die in the darkness, i will die because i can no longer breath.

as much as it's nice to have a room to myself, it reminds me that I am alone, and that tonight, I am not with a nice boy, but with stale pretzels and a dirty carpet. woe is me, I regret that it shall be an extensive time before my next affair. It has been two and a half years since my last real relationship, which I am sure, isn't as serious as ( Read more... )

i just super glued toilet paper to my fingers

it wont come off

last night was so much fun ( Read more... )

im still a little drunk right now, its 4 30 am and i just had half of a tuna melt and some french fries. thankfully im not with any strange drunk men, but i am feeling fat and ugly because of it. isnt that funny? either i feel like a whore because im with a guy, or i feel unattractive bc im without one. haha. haha. ha. im lonely. i wish ( Read more... )

I CANT WAIT TO HAVE MY OWN ROOM AGAIN

there is a condom wrapper in my drawer, but I dont want it removed. My heart beats, but it's noticable, and my stomach is fluttering and turning. I didnt realize until today, how much my hair has grown since I cut it in Spring break. It's about 3inches longer, and that makes me realize how short of time I have left. Everyday, I feel as if there ( Read more... )

conan day two, although katelyn, steph, and kat waited in line for a few hours for the taping, they did not get to see him. So, to rebel, we saw improv olympic instead of watching conan on tv. We saw, Let them Hoes fight....fucking hilarious, I love going to the Improv, but I have noticed how intimidated I am when I'm there, I feel like all of ( Read more... )