I wonder when this ends ( Read more... )

Something to do....No.
Something to love....No.
Something to look forward to....No.

FML.

While it would be nice to assume that there is no such this as 'good' and 'evil', i am coming to believe that this is not the case. The presumption of an absence of this (far too simple) binary assumes that there is an objective reality. A truth of the world that is outside perception. That actions and utterances can come without purpose or ( Read more... )

Have you had sex with more than 4 people this month ( Read more... )

The fate of all love is death. Entropy and decomposition. The relentless dissolution of the bonds that fasten the universe. The disintegration of molecules written large across everything ( Read more... )

and what if i almost didn't want you to come back....?

It sounds bitter. It's not. It's just how I read. Right now, things are as acute as a shard of glass smashing through my skull.

Forgive me for being cynical. Maybe I still have a (misplaced) sense of self-worth and value after all of this, and regardless of my tendency to understand and accept all that I am confronted with, I do still believe myself to be a more than passable human and boyfriend ( Read more... )

I'm sure I have a lot to write, though it seems pointless to put it down in words. Pointless and maybe even counter productive. I have this fear that when I write things or talk about things I will them into existence and much of what I could write is hypothetical paranoia. Sadly a lot of what I could write seems so extreme that it could be ( Read more... )

'You will be required to do wrong no matter where you go. It is the basic condition of life, to be required to violate your own identity. At some time, every creature which lives must do so. It is the ultimate shadow, the defeat of creation; this is the curse at work, the curse that feeds on all life. Everywhere in the universe.'

What is your age? 26 ( Read more... )