Why does 4-h just keep on knocking me off my feet?

[thesteviewonder]

Its 4:28am and i'm eating grapes. I feel like throwing the grapes at Miss Wendi our state 4-h advisor, in hopes of one going into her mouth and making her choke to death.......Hahahaha. Wishfull thinking i guess

Comments

[justinscousin]

i love you and im sorry you have to deal with gay 4h crap.

<3

[thesteviewonder]

Haha yeh 4-h crap sucks.

[thickerthanh2o]

fuck you.
hmmm that reminds me of catcher in the rye.
you should read it; i think you'd enjoy it.
much love, kiddo
chin up

[thesteviewonder]

Hahaha thats funny it reminds you of a book. Hey we havent seen eachother in forever! Somethings wrong with that.

[thickerthanh2o]

yeah, there's this whole chapter about people ruing public places by writing "fuck you" on it.
just thought that was interesting.
i know, right?
whats up with that?

[booboobedoop]

I just want you to think about what your saying for a second. Remember you made your choices and you have to own up to them. You cant blame the people who told on you for your actions. Trust me I got told on....but i cant blame all of my punishments and the repercussions of getting caught on the person who ratted on me. It's my fault for being an idiot i have to take it like a mature teenager and deal with the damage control and then move on with my life.

maybe you dont understand what i am saying now....but as you mature and get older youll know what i mean.

I didnt mean for this to sound mean...just try and take responsiblity for your actions and take things as they come.

[thesteviewonder]

But what was said about me was a lie. Josh told the truth on you, whatever kids said about they were lying. Its different to own up to the truth but not to lies. Am i suppose to own up to stuff that never happened cause i need to be a "mature teenager" yeh i'll say i'm a teenager but not a mature one hahaha. As i mature and get older hahaha why are you telling me this? I've been taking things as they come i'm just pissed heh. i have a right to be pissed off at stupid asshole kids who like telling lies cause it makes them feel better. I'm glad you took responsibility for your actions but what else did you have to do? The advisors never knew my actions, they just assumed them. Thats whats fucked up.

I'm okay with this whole deal now cause its kinda messed up to dwell on it so yeh.

[booboobedoop]

i am sorry though dude...i do understand how it feels to get all this crap thrown in your lap.