So, I did this with "Ricky" and got Britney Spears.. and you know what? I'd much rather do it with Elton John 206 times than 26 times with that crazy woman.

I get to focus on other things... Once again I come back to this conclusion and I believe I keep coming back to it because I'm truly not to a place where I'll function in my excellence. I'm being real here. It shows in what I witnessed tonight for the first time and my reaction, too. This hurts and I'd rather love her, give to and support her ( Read more... )

So, as most people know.. I'm a big fan of thinking a whole bunch. This, sadly, is my worst foe and must be stopped at all costs(minus that whole "death" option). I'm thinking I may be reluctant to get into a good thing. I'm thinking that I may be dillusional and one sided in most things I do. I'm thinking I have much to learn of love and the ( Read more... )

The young man struggled with the old lunatic for control over the gun.. six of those bullets were for the boy, six of them were for the psychotic geezer pushing the revolver into the gut of the filthy young man and pulling the weapon from his face when the boy would gain the upper hand ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go over to a friends house to watch a movie tonight, but, that fell through. I watched a documentary on the history and direction of Video Games, instead of watching the unecessarily gory and entertaining (so I've heard) crucifixion of J.C. Games are very fascinating to me.. I guess that's why it was easy to picture me involved ( Read more... )

Alright, I return to the dentist to see what he's going to do about the stitches (sidenote: it was excrutiatingly necessary this morning.. so I succumbed to the will of Loritab. I will slay the person who's bright idea it was to get people high to dull their pain. grrrrr ( Read more... )

holy crap.. okay, note to self... when posting let it sink in for a bit before you freak out and post it sevenhundred billion times.

So, I was at the Jew's house with a few people, people who don't normally hang out at the his house.. some that DO but mostly those that don't (Carol, Mark, my coworker Ginger, and a couple of people I don't even know). Well, We went through his back door and apparently he added on some kind of warehouse. I'm not kidding, it was a warehouse. ( Read more... )

I realize everyday just how much I get to clear up in my life.. it seems to grow before my eyes, even though it just seems that way because I've been pretending not to know what's out there for me to complete. I'm not sure what's going to get me out of this without me taking some serious action to make more money alternatively from my regular day ( Read more... )