oh. oh. has time measured your life? have you made it clear you will not lay down until it be with stars? surrounded by gods? and you will hold that hand out to the tide. accept. accept. accept. but you wont. I wouldn't have it. it is my burden to die here.

I remember. as soon as you came to me. just as one would halt the world. you halted mine. and I couldn't breathe. and I couldn't speak. the overwhelming noises around died down to a low whir. shamed by your voice. and I would kneel in another time. and I would bow in another. but I just stood in awe, while your smile radiated over a garden ( Read more... )

I am not going. not this time. not going to sit under this targeted collision moment. instead stepping back at last moment with all the same adrenaline. all the same common emotions. and watching as hands come down asking permission to move at light's speed. picking away pieces and setting them in randomly selected coordinates. and you will see my ( Read more... )

I am here ( Read more... )

this underlying fear of loss. it is overbearing. It is like I fear to have anything I can truly care about in fear that it will just leave me eventually. story of my life. bahahaha. in any caseeeeeeeee aforeeeeeeeeee notationnnnnn ( Read more... )

What a priceless image. a dancing set of motions. identical and nearly edible. picturesque. move your hands in synch with mine. watching the moonlight cascade images of us on the water ( Read more... )

trying to make amends with me? holding handsss with your enemy. you objectify my every mouthed text. scrambling words. straight back to me. living lies and showing me this side. I can't begin to try.....to try..... YOUR SHOW. this song. enwrap me. fold me up. slivers of paper sliding down and under your door. I can't say it to your face. enfold ( Read more... )

keep traveling on this incline with destinations in mind. keeping this counter-productive motion to the sun's. so the sun is falling. oh the sun is falling. and I just keep to the dawn of my mind.

growing tired of wasting time.
organizing numbers. numerics. all which are mine.
making sense of you.
no, it's not what I do.
so get to leaving.
and leave the light on.
something more logical to work on.
so lemme see that image behind you.