annnnnnd i'm nineteen ( Read more... )

how does it feel to be
spending time with
spending money on
breaking plans for
making plans with
dissappointed by
getting attached to
falling in love with
someone you will not marry?i cannot foresee this relationship going anywhere. but i cannot allow myself to see it ending either because beyond it, i see nothing. it is always me, in the end, ( Read more... )

i just ate 3 pieces of pizza.
can i sit at the big kid's table now?

i want to move away!
but we all have to wait.

when i walked outside today something in my head just clicked ( Read more... )

so our christianity professor is teaching us this story about how abraham was asked by god to sacrifice his first-born son. Abraham had shacked up with his servant, Hagar, when he had thought he and his wife might not get a son, thus producing Ishmael... the first son born to Hagar and Abraham ( Read more... )

i am a coward and terrified of actual confrontation. thus being the only reason i took such an (undoubtably) immature approach to the entire situation. I apologize (publically) to anyone (specifically beckee, jill, and dani) whom i have offended. I will keep my thoughts to myself.

"i feel that i'm happier now."

i do! i am so happy that our new bookstore had Freida Hughes's edition of Ariel. yayy for more sylvia. I'd been looking all over for the rabbit-catcher and ted didn't keep that one in there. But it's in this one ( Read more... )

let's do this, 2007 ( Read more... )

i'm so pissed that every rich asshole i know is going to have an iphone. and that every person i am thinking of has a 30 or 80g ipod already.

fucking cingular.
im so pissed. i was like waiting all my life for this moment hahah.
and i cannot have one. augghh.