Someone really is up there

[thesuzy]

When my grandma died a couple of years ago i remember laying in my bed praying with all my heart and soul that god wouldnt take her from me.. i was positive it wasn't her time to go..she died the next morning..ever since then i have basically lost my faith.. i started avoiding going to church and just really didnt believe that anyone had any hope

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[anonymous]

omgosh, i hope that they're okay......it's funnie cuz i always that the same exact way but then after awhile it's like they always say, GOD works in mysterious ways. even if its something that we don't want. ya got to have faith sweetie....love ya

[anonymous]

oh by the way, that was me, ashlo! lol i was too lazy to sign in so lol just lettin' ya kno who it is! hahaha

[thesuzy]

aww thanks ashlo yeah its true he really does work in mysterious ways.. i mean for the way that car looked i really did think she had made it.. it was a miracle..o and note to self you must tell me you cell number cause i wrote it down and lost it cause im amazing and i miss you and want to see you I love you ashlo!

[itsalmostfriday]

Oh my gosh. That's awful. I'm really glad that everyone's alright, though, that's what's really important. God certainly was looking down on you guys. Are you okay, though? I'm not talking physically, here. If you need someone to talk to, my AIM screen name is "fishermanlou88", and my cell phone number is....well, I'd rather not post it here for everyone to see. Just ask me for it online or something. :) *sends love*

[thesuzy]

I think im ok i mean the day after was really hard i kinda just stayed home and didnt really feel like doing anything. I mean im still in shock i guess cause im really not my normal self but im getting back into it im starting to eat right again and i can sleep better and yesterday i went out instead of just hanging around the house but i guess i still feel kinda guilty cause i feel like i could have stopped it from happening but thanks stephen i know you are always there for me and im always here for you if you need to talk i heart you stephen!!

[rhymeswitspork]

aww suzy. i guess it sometimes takes things like that that are horrible and tragic but still miraculous and beautiful all at once to really make you realize... God is real and good. Sometimes things like that can really drive your faith. I had a pretty lackluster faith before all the shit with my brother happened. which i may or may not have told you about. anyway, if you ever wanna talk about any of that kind of stuff you know who to call.
love ya,
natalie