Excuse me please... one more drink

[thesweetestnote]

I've been running fast and hard for the last 3 years.  Not physically but from the heart wrenching pain of divorce.  i need to get this out and quit pretending I am made of steel and wires.  I am hurting still for the one I loved so much.  I knew that two months of healing time was far too short.  That's what it took for the pain to go away I

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[dawaioser]

HUGS. It hurts all the way around...but hang in there.

On a personal level, I don't think I will ever get over it or know that TO-THE-QUICK and deep kind of love again. I lost a soul mate in the process and someone who understood me more than I'd ever hoped possible. Everything else (life as I know it now,) feels comfortable, but not as soulful or authentic.

[thesweetestnote]

I know exactly what you mean. Thank you <3 :) Sometimes I like to believe that in the grand scheme there may be a couple maybe a few little soul mates but not as grand as that "one".