Life has been kind of boring lately, but I enjoy it when it's boring.  Outside of work I do my fair share of gaming, but lately I just tend to spend a lot of time at the gym.  I do a night of weights, then cardio, then weights, then cardio.  It keeps alternating and I'm seeing some good results.  It was a bitch to get back into it after a month or ( Read more... )

Much as I hate to admit this publicly, I'm losing faith in humanity.  This isn't just based on personal experiences.  Granted, a lot of it comes from personal occurences so it may be a bit biased.  But I've had a lot of time to think lately.  Some of this post is humorous, the rest isn't.  I can't help but entertain the idea that our world will be ( Read more... )

There's a friend I have.  Well, now he's more of an acquaintance.  He has a pretty fucking bad quality.  He likes to ride one's coat tails.  If you've dated a girl or are dating a girl, he will go after them at some point.

Recently another friend's relationship fell apart.  I'm certain there was a lot to it that brought it down, but this ( Read more... )

The last couple nights have been eventful.  Why you may ask?  A little videogame called Grand Theft Auto 4.  I'm sure you've heard of it.  In this rendition you are free to roam a damn near full mock up of New York City while doing missions or causing general mayhem.  I've learned a few lessons playing this game.  Now that I've beaten the game, I ( Read more... )

I've come to find a disturbing trend with myself and females.  Not only do I have shitty luck relationship wise, but I can't even keep female friends anymore.  A couple girls I knew at my current job went from being friendly to shutting me out overnight.  What is going on here?

Is it the facial hair?  The slight flab I have on my mid section?  Is it ( Read more... )

At least, until I can find a girl beautiful enough to compete with this.


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Nothing much going on as of late.  Still hitting the gym tons and working.  And work can be frustrating ( Read more... )

 Change (In The House Of Flies)

I watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire.

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I've watched you change

I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I ( Read more... )

Lyrics time!  Tool has been one of my favorite bands for a long time.  They're music is so distinct and moving in so many different ways.  Their latest album, 10,000 Days, came out in 2006.  On it was a song called Vicarious.  It was written while modeling the attraction to bad news human nature leads us all to have.  I look at some of the things ( Read more... )

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