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[thetapehiss]

his life is in two halves, but he's not quite sure where exactly to make the cut.

he just wants to say to so many people, hey, you. i love you. please come back home. come back home to last year, when i guess things were easier, even though they were worse. if you could come back for like a week, and you know, just like, watch me sleep for a

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[_spaceman_spiff]

Who could blame you man?

Boston kicks Westford's ass.

[thetapehiss]

we should play poker soon, i miss it.

[_spaceman_spiff]

word, i'll let you know when we're playing next.

[anonymous]

i know what its like to feel like the only thing that can possibly fix you is to turn things back and just live the good parts over until you draw enough from them, and have them committed to memory enough that you can rely on them only, and not anyone else, or even yourself. cause the people you need arent where you are when you need them, not enough. and its hard to be alone with yourself a lot too. i dont like anonymous comments, so im sorry, but i didnt want to make anything weird for you (or me) by telling you i love you in a post. cause i dont think the people who know us both would understand it. and we had enough drama this year, right? you should know anyway. if you dont, comment & ill tell you. take care kiddo.

[thetapehiss]

thank ya, no worries about anonymity. hope you are having a good summer so far, i'll be seeing ya.

[broknreflection]

don't feel bad about liking boston better than westford. i can whole-heartedly say i like north easton better than westford. i've been home for less than a week and i've seen six of my stonehill friends and only one of my westford friends. and honestly? i like it that way.

<3

ps - to anyone other than john reading this, i don't mean to come off as a bitch, that's just how it is.

[thetapehiss]

i guess i don't really feel bad about it, nor do i feel like a bitch. it's just really weird to feel like i don't want to be here ... a year ago that's all i wanted. i hope YOUR westford-summer goes well, i'm sure it will.

[faerieduzt]

Yeah, we kind of suck, but we enjoy doing so! Cheer up, John.

[thetapehiss]

yeahhh well i wasn't going to say it outright. but yeah you suck. suckah. thank ya kindly, miss.

[thetapehiss]

i will be around the 4corners area lots this summer, i will be seeing ya. (seeing as i DO work at blockbustah). haha actually i had this idea that i would apply for a job at american video too, but i think maybe that would be weird.