i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to get a job & support my expenditures. pretty please! i've been talking about getting a job by the end of the first week of holis. but apparently.. i'm still slacking around; jobless. oh God, there are so many things that i want, yet so little cash. that's not good. no no.
i want to ensure myself that every decision i make will end up making me happy, at least i wouldn't pout over it. but sometimes they just seem to take a wrong route or a detour, which really gives my heart a prick. i'm lacking what you would call - security.