sometimes, when i'm riding in the car and we're going fast; i feel like we're going to crash and i can feel the car swerving and i know i have time to put on my seatbelt, but i don't. i just don't. i'm not suicidal and i don't hate life. i have a pretty nice life actually. i guess i just don't take things seriously, ya know? i'm impulsive, so fucking impulsive. i'll try anything once and i live life day to day. i'm constantly bored. i need excitement non-stop. sometimes i think i'm wasting my time too much on insignificant things, but then again, i like it. i've never read any entries of yours, in fact, i just found your livejournal on some community. i only started writing this comment because i wanted to tell you i liked those clouds in your background. i'm not making this anonymous, fuck that shit.
Such a good comment. I am too much like that, it's true. I see it in myself but it's hard to kick. My friends are a little dramatic but mostly I just get affected too easily. I'm tryin.
i need to express this, and i guess it would be nice to say it. maybe someday we will have the conversation and you will remember me posting this. maybe not. i am sick of the fact that i smoke so much pot, but also i think it is okay because i like how it makes me feel.
thats not even what i really wanted to say i wanted to say that i feel guilty for cheating on my boyfriend who called me a slut all the time (i told him and he didnt care, so i shouldnt feel guilty right? we also broke up...finally) and i hate that i am practically in love with a kid that lives in massachusets and has a girl friend.
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p.s. i hope you're having a nice day.
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Thank you :]
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thats not even what i really wanted to say
i wanted to say that i feel guilty
for cheating on my boyfriend who called me a slut all the time (i told him and he didnt care, so i shouldnt feel guilty right? we also broke up...finally)
and i hate that i am practically in love with a kid that lives in massachusets and has a girl friend.
this is not my first time commenting in this.
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I guess if he doesn't care then no one is affected and it doesn't matter that much.
When you did it, did you think he would care?
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