You know what? How long it has been before I forget: This is *MY* journal. The people that read it aren't going to report me to my bosses. Even if they do report me to the public, FUCK YOU NIGGER. THAT'S RIGHT, I SAID NIGGER. SHE'S UNDER MY THUMB. BEFORE YOU BLACK ASS GOES ON ABGOUT OPRESSION, WHY DON'T YOU TAKE HALF A MOMENT AND CONSIDER THE " ( Read more... )

So, today in poetry class, I was forced, in 30 seconds, to come up with a poem. Which is really wierd. I really enjoyed it. I can come up with a plan for the end of the world in thirty seconds. I can come up with a plan for everything, but we were shown pictures. Pictures I didn't expect, and one was of an indian. I instinctively wrote ( Read more... )

So wierd, and so lovely, to see what I once wrote. What I once was. What I still am. What I hope to never lose...

I spent some time today on the bench at work thinking about how to rally humanity to stop living for individuals, and instead live for the benefit of everyone ( Read more... )

Mike Gravel 2008. Light the fire. Your vote counts.

Still truckin'. Not much excitement in me and Paige's life. We've been contemplating opening a business. Just a lil' mom and pop store out in the middle of nowhere along some busy trucking route. We don't have any friends because we don't really like people that much. Some sergeant asked me to play bass for his band, but he's a scheister so I said ( Read more... )

I'm in an environment that is constantly competitive. People strive to outdo each other in areas that are phenominally trivial. It's made me a pathetic and desperately competitive person. I don't like it. There is no greater good in being competitive. Only the satisfaction of selfish desire. Occasionally I have rare moments like this where I can ( Read more... )

there is no iraq. only zool. paige and i are happy as fuck, my unit isn't taking the entire unit to iraq. i'm kind of idsappointed because i want the experience, but i'm sure not going to complain about not having to leave the love of my life for another year :D i don't update much anymore because there's really nothing worht noting. i've been ( Read more... )

boo and i got married and we're just getting settled into our little 1 bedroom apartment in lawton oklahoma. it's so cool :D

i like playing hte blues. they're so gritty because of that fourth interval. dirty, nasty, GRITTY blues. :D one day i hope to take some kind of music classes. i absolutely love music. it's really weird, i don't even really listen to much of other people's music anymore. (save dragonforce) instead, i just sit down and write some music and however ( Read more... )