I hurt myself today

[thetigergoddess]

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing thats real.

"whats wrong with me? Why can't you love me?"
arms spread out gesturing; "What's there to love?"

What's there to love what's there to lovewhat'stheretolove?

"You should have never had your kids, you can't take care of them, you're a bad mother."What's

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[vespered]

Okay. First of all, if you really hurt yourself, you need to seek help. I will not make bones about this.

Second of all, if your husband is still acting like a twat, leave him. You are doing yourself and your kids no favors by staying with a man who talks to you as if you were beneath him/unworthy of his love.

Third of all, if the problem isn't your husband, then kick the motherfucker who's telling you shit like this to the curb, get a headshrinker, and FIX IT.

At least, that's what I did, but I kicked a boyfriend to the curb, not a husband.

[thetigergoddess]

Oh God it only gets worse. I can not even utter it at this moment. I am sure I will blog about it later.
Lets just say that although it is my husband speaking its not his fault. He can't help how he feels.

[vespered]

Of COURSE he can't help how he feels. He CAN help how he expresses it.

[sxysssy]

Ash, I don't think it's appropiate for me to reply much here so I'll email u in hopes that u'll read it & understand that u r a wonderful person & very much loved by so many.