I woke up thinking of you..

[thetormentedlew]

I wish I could force myself to stop thinking about how nice it would be if.....

I know, I know, there's no hope. Even though I'm going back to Chicago and getting involved with the same people, I must deny the hope for romance with the one I want.
And, instead take it more as a, I understand what I want. You're the type for me, but not the one for

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[shoeandsock]

I think we have more experiences that teach us what we don't want, than those that teach us what we do. In the end both lead us to an understanding of what is more important to us. It may be easier if the let downs in life could be accepted solely for their contributions to that destination, but having the capacity and continued desire for emotion makes that very difficult