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[thetorturedspit]

yea well ive decided that im not gonna b updateing nemore nd if i do im not posting it for neone to read for a few reason first no1 reads this nd i dont think neone will nd i really dont care i just dont see a point in posting it if it isnt seen by neone another reason is that it just makes me depressed writeing about my life because to tell u the

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[acoustic_rumor]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

YOU CAN'T MURDER A LIVEJOURNAL ACCOUNT!!!! =(

and plus... i completely trust you and i do read this.
cheer up love<3333333333333333

[effin_genius]

mi amigo, if it makes you depressed, then by all means forget it..but school will be different, wen u can see everyone..summer is a time to hav fun, but for those of us who dont get out much, its a time of being alone, while watching EVERYONE else have fun..and bein alone makes u think and analyze things and thats wen u start to see all the negative things..its been like that for me..im losing one of the most important relationships i have with someone, and they cant even see it..and im pretty much screwing up another..so i get wat u feel..thing is tho..even with semi-good friends and a boyfriend (or g/f if it were u) u still sometimes feel lonely, i no i do most of the time..but u gotta get urself thru it..its ok if u dont trust me, but i speak from somewhat experience, that counts for something right?..just wanted to let u no that altho it doesnt seem like we're good friends, ur one of the only real solid friends i have, who i no i can say anything to, and trust more then i do some of the friends ive known longer.. and thats a new

[thetorturedspit]

reading that makes me feel better ...its good to kno that there is someone i kno i can truse because theres only a few people i really do trust

[anonymous]

frank
i dont know if this will help you any.. but i read your entries..and im sorry things are going the way they are. everything will get better. give me a call sometime
casey