and the weird thing is i had a dream about lacey earlier this week... and from what i can remember, and what lacey said... it was the exact night her mom was diagnosed with it... on her own birthday. weird.
last night, as soon as i saw this post, i dialed lacey's number... no thought, no hesitation. i just picked up the phone and called, after probably something like a a year and a half of no contact. things like this, though they happen to others on a daily basis, when they hit so close to home, feel so surreal. i couldn't help to pose the question to her, "is she still smoking?" either out of pure she did it to herself mentality, or in all honesty, did she learn from her mistakes? but then you have to think, all of us know our consequences, and if we don't see immediate repercussions, we consider to do things, until we actually DO experience them, and by then, it's too late... so, enough with the rambling, i figured i'd just make a note, to you, from someone else who really understands the effect of this bad news. maybe we'll all have a reunion december 5th when jew plays in your town. something to finally get me up there.
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last night, as soon as i saw this post, i dialed lacey's number... no thought, no hesitation. i just picked up the phone and called, after probably something like a a year and a half of no contact. things like this, though they happen to others on a daily basis, when they hit so close to home, feel so surreal. i couldn't help to pose the question to her, "is she still smoking?" either out of pure she did it to herself mentality, or in all honesty, did she learn from her mistakes? but then you have to think, all of us know our consequences, and if we don't see immediate repercussions, we consider to do things, until we actually DO experience them, and by then, it's too late... so, enough with the rambling, i figured i'd just make a note, to you, from someone else who really understands the effect of this bad news. maybe we'll all have a reunion december 5th when jew plays in your town. something to finally get me up there.
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