To Tsukasa, Sincerely Nakura
[Ooc; This extension of letters will be passed privately between Izaya and Tsukasa. Of course unless either of them decides to show others. Izaya will have slipped this first letter under Tsukasa's door.]
( Sometimes..I just don't feel like I exist. )
( Sometimes..I just don't feel like I exist. )
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I know what you mean. There's too many people here sometimes - even if it's not as busy as a major city, I'm used to being in areas where there aren't that many people. The forest is okay, but there's still people when you leave the forest.
I think there are some people who don't really do well in society. I've never really liked being part of a group. Parents don't really know anything - at least some parents don't. My mother was good at giving advice, but my father didn't know anything at all, even if he claimed he did.
How long have you been in Vatheon? I haven't been here all that long - only about a month and a half.
- Tsukasa
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Wow, really? I've never even so much as seen the country- well pictures but that doesn't count. I've always lived in a city and..I've never really liked the city. I guess some people never adjust? That sounds a little bad though. The city isn't all bad- I mean at least everything's there, right? I haven't been to the forest here yet. I'm not sure why either- it looks beautiful.
I agree. It's not necessarily bad though...right? Not doing well in society or groups- I mean. Because I'm the same way. I get really uncomfortable around too many people and I never know how to handle that ( ... )
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The only sort of countryside I've ever really seen was in a game I played a lot in my world. It had a lot of different kinds of environments, but I liked the quiet countryside the best. The forest is usually pretty peaceful - except when there was an event and a lot of people went hunting there for quests.
I don't think it's bad to not do well around a lot of people. There's too many different ways people react to things, and they keep surprising you, and not always in a good way. A lot of people are really selfish, too - they don't think about what other people might think of the things they do, or shove people into uncomfortable situations.
My mother died a while ago… she was kind and thoughtful, but she wasn't really around long enough. My father… he drank a lot. He didn't really like me at all, so no, we didn't get along at all.
I think there's some people who have been here a year or so. I'm still adjusting too, I think.
- Tsukasa
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Really? So it was like- what a virtual game? That sounds kinda neat actually...It sounds like World of Warcraft. Except a little bit more relaxing.
No, no it's not. And some people here...Well I don't want to sound assuming or anything but I just get an eerie vibe from them. Especially when it comes to some of the people who come from the other worlds. My mom used to tell me that everyone had some good intention to a degree but that's hard to believe sometimes.
Yes. That I understand all too well. My older brother was probably the most selfish person I've ever met in my life. I guess some people just will never have the respect for others that one would hope that they would. I can't necessarily hold it against them for being that way but...It doesn't mean I have to enjoy it, no.
Ah..What a tragedy. How, may I ask, did she pass away?
Oh...Tch. Some parents..I'll never understood when they wanted to be parents or why they even bothered. My father never really drank or touched the stuff but he had a hard enough tongue ( ... )
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