Have you ever had a dream where it felt like your heart was being torn out? Like if you were watching something unfold before you and you look upon with slowly growing horror and hopelessness? Probably thinking "I can't believe this is happening?" And then you wake up and you're so glad that it was only a dream?

...Just wondering.

( Two extra lines of musing )

I shed tears today. They were from sheer emotion; the emotion of parting. How startling. An action so intimately associated with feeling. I haven't had feelings for so long that I thought I had forgotten how to do so. There have been times when I would want to cry, but could shed no tears. Best we got were misty eyes. ...How long has it been? 2 ( Read more... )

Holy frick, junior year is almost over. I can wholeheartedly conclude, which for someone who is never completely sure about anything is quite a statement, that this year was the best year ever. Though the year was the hardest ever, enduring sleepless nights to finish essays, quite frankly, it was worth it. The end of the hall... I could never ( Read more... )

Maybe we're, the royal we again, not completely hopeless after all.
( The List )

...No, it hasn't happened yet. If you were thinking that this was about us being victimized by it, well, too bad. However, we do know that it's tomorrow. We have good intel gathering skills. It may involve water guns, which is nothing by itself. Utterly uncreative on its own. However, when you take into account that tomorrow is the awards ceremony ( Read more... )

we are both ( Read more... )

The seniors have finally talked about the future of the end of the hall, our lovely self-sufficient unofficial club. They have named the successors. Apparently, the successors (everyone who isn't a senior and thus be around next year) will be Katherine, Roslyn, and me. I wonder if I could technically declare myself as the president of the end of ( Read more... )

And by we, we mean I. I mean I mean I. Uh... Never mind. APs have finally concluded and now much freedom and happiness is around in my life. We failed the Calc AB AP, but we think we did at least decently on the US History one. Enough about that, or else I might violate those AP conditions and thingymabobers. And we can't have that when the college ( Read more... )

Well, this is it. Thou has served me faithfully for far beyond your time. Through injury and extreme conditions, thou had served faithfully. But, it looks as if you can not continue with me. You have reached your time. Good-bye old IBM laptop. I shall play a final requiem for you. May you continue to serve me at home for other purposes ( Read more... )

EDITED ON 12/25/06 AT 5:49 PM
Well, with a week until my birthday party, I'm supposed to invite people. So consider this your formal invitation. All you folks who came last year are welcome to come this year. I believe we will still be having a sleepover, so bring your sleeping bags and other overnight equipment, though if you do forget, we'll ( Read more... )