I don't even know.

[thetympest]

Tears roll down my cheeks and I don't know where they came from. Today I am angry. About people not understanding when I say I feel uncomfortable. About being closed up. About not fitting in. About wanting nothing more than to run up to Eric and kiss him and hug him and have a reason to cry

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hey ... I know how it goes

[misterwiggly]

I know that this really might not be my place, but I always felt like that when I was hanging out with them. Have you role played with the boys yet, it't intimidating. But they like you, I've heard it. Infact almost everyone up here likes you, I've heard it from Luara, Jimmy, Lucas and Beef, ect. And even if they didn't they know how you make Eric feel, and they won't change that. They are cool guys, just give them time, and they'll make you feel welcome. I would offer you a place to stay to come to avalon and see what thats like if you wanted, if your ever up for it. But then again I might be stepping out of line. But I know how it goes, and just wanted to let you know that they like you, but they take a while to warm up to.

meggs

[arcanenow]