So I made an Eric book. It's light blue with a little black retro-shaped picture frame (complete with picture of eric and I....looking at pictures....it's like a puzzle. seriously.) and I decorated the front of it. So NOW, all of my random Eric thoughts will go in The Eric Book, and you kids can read about the other things going on in my life ( Read more... )

.........

help.

The feeling is starting to set in again...

...the one where I miss Eric a whole lot. That one.

I know the last entry was really happy and I'm still really excited, it's just....well.....

I'm not used to being without him.He's been my whole life for the past few months and I just don't know how to function normally at the moment. I've never ( Read more... )

So Eric left this morning for the second time...

The first time, he went up for orientation and found out that he couldn't move in 'til the 11th and so he and his mom came back. Now he's moving in tomorrow (well, later today, really) because of band camp. I'm so damn excited for him.

And for us.

I've been planning all the things I'm gonna ( Read more... )

So I went with Eric's mom and Mrs. Little to Jacksonville last Sunday for the day, and then went to pick Eric up at the airport that night. I spent every moment I could with him this past week ( Read more... )

Eric comes home tomorrow night.

I'M FREAKIN' OUT, GUYS.

Freakin' out.

Within the past few days, I've realized that you forget what real lonliness is until you have someone to miss ( Read more... )

Okay, I would just like to say that I don't know what the hell happened for the last like....five hours, but...

it was awesome.

Good God.

-Tybs

P.S.
I'm not actually high, it's just the closest to how I feel right now.

I feel awesome right now.

Today I cut my hair and got closer to someone I love and got together with my best friend and watched a good movie with cool people and I've been working out and eating better and sleeping in and gearing up for college and loving myself a little more and hating life a little less and finally getting to know who the best I ( Read more... )