Progress?

[theuglyquip]

I'm somewhere between giving up and feeling really proud of myself. Growing up is scary.

On of the many pieces of this is that I'm still smoking. Sort of. Except that I'm not. And I'm asking everyone to call me out on it if I do. I made a list today of all the reason why I smoke. I can't believe how much stuff came up and how cathartic it was. It's

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[lantius]

i'm not sure i really helped derrick quit smoking, but i sure made it annoying for him. i thought he was going to kill me when i swiped his pack and tossed it in the fire on a camping trip.

to be fair, he had once authorized me to hit him in the nuts whenever he smoked, "no takebacks this time".

excel is digging a hole in a sandy beach. it sure makes things seem easy but the further you get into it the more precarious everything becomes.

[derrickito]

i havent had a smoke since july. i still think about them ALL THE TIME.

[derrickito]

i think i didnt kill you only because i had a back up pack.

[dennyt]

Excel is great for many things, but not for statistics. Talk to Jen, she's a whiz with other statistics programs.

And, for passing time while waiting for trains, get a $10/month unlimited data plan and incessantly check your gmail / facebook / read the new york times. It won't kill you, and it's cheaper.

growing

[godlovesugly82]

Growing up is scary but the key word is grow...something we all need.I think you have done some incredable things in your time...all of those things have required growth so don't fear it,manipulate it.Mold it to your liking.You will be just fine.I quit smoking on new years.Don't even think about it anymore except to tell myself it is fucking dumb,killing me,smells like shit and is supporting global homicide as well as puting hard earned cash into some fat fucks already bulging pockets....you don't need that shit.It will only hold you back.Does dying,coughing,smelling like shit and ginving some fuck all of your money support your goals?