Fic: We Won't Pass This Way Again (so kiss me with your mouth open)

[thevinegarworks]

I know, I know: apocabigbang. Blame my sister, she made me write this. I'm not even kidding.

Title: We Won't Pass This Way Again (so kiss me with your mouth open)
Rating: R
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Lucifer, mentions of Sam/Ruby; Dean, Lucifer, Sam, mentions of others.
Warnings: Adult language, sexuality, slight bloodplay, Lucifer being a fucking creep.
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Comments

[devilyouwere]

FIRST.

brb, reading again~

[thevinegarworks]

OH, YOU.

[devilyouwere]

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Okay, so I know that I just read this last night but, fuck, dude. This has to be my favourite fic from you. Your writing is just perfection--such a beautiful and visceral voice and you just nail everything right on the head. Maybe it's weird that we're both Dean/Cas OTP girls and yet I find your first venture in Sam/Lucifer to be your best (this is just my opinion, mind you). Just everything about this fic, from the deeper meanings of everything, to the balcony sequence, to the underlying tension and the rippling need and want of Sam and the impassive awareness of Lucifer. It kind of makes me want to cry (in a good way). It's really just so stark and eerie and gorgeous.

I will quote things at you because I like it when people quote lines they like from my fic, so I'm doing it now:

They both know where this will end; it's only a question of how to begin. If Sam/Lucifer were ever to have a line to describe them, I think this is it.

"No," Lucifer drawls patiently, tone slightly admonishing. "I want you to rest

[thevinegarworks]

*BASKS*

Oddly enough, I think this might be my favorite fic of mine too. Huh. Even thought I am (and you are too!) a die-hard Dean/Cas OTP girl, there's a different feel to Sam/Lucifer that's not even as depressing as it should be. And Sam, I love Sam so much, so any reason I get to map him out is a good one.

It's really just so stark and eerie and gorgeous.

This, yes! This is exactly what I was going for so I'm happy that worked. Because Lucifer to me isn't outwardly scary, he's not fire and brimstone. He's not really anything that can even be compared to anything else. He's just this thing, weird and beautiful and also terrible. And very, very patient.

This is so wonderfully awesome. I just love this line. I can't even put my finger on it--it's so simple and domestic and really shouldn't fit at all, but it does.It is kind of domestic feeling, isn't it? Lucifer is sometimes a much simpler guy than most people give him credit for, I think

[kaylbunny]

Think i'm going to have to wait till i'm sober for this one.

ALSO CHECK MY JOURNAL I DID SOMETHING FOR ~YOU.

[thevinegarworks]

Hah, yes, sobriety may be mandatory for this one. ;)

BRB CHECKING

[kaylbunny]

SO GLAD I waited till my brain didn't feel fuzzy to read this.

Though I loved Lucifer in TtBF, I think that this version is almost perfect (I say almost because I prefer him to have more of a hint of barely restrained power/violence/insanity just lingering in the shadows.) The blood lust was a great touch, and I especially loved the parallels Sam draws between himself and Dean and having sex with Lucifer and Ruby. Your Sam is awesome bb.

It's not often I read fics where Castiel isn't a main character and even rarer that I read any without him, but I enjoyed it very much ♥

[thevinegarworks]

Yes, TtBF!Lucifer was an entirely different animal not even modeled after Show's Lucifer, because at the point I started that fic he wasn't even on the show. Then he appeared, and I was like "oh shit, should I change him?" and then decided fuck it, because the Lucifer I created for that fic was too different from the Lucifer on Show, and trying to link them would have been such a huge switch in character that I didn't think it was worth it. I do love his insanity and viciousness in TtBF, yes, but Show's version (this version) is so compelling with his quiet scariness and, like... sensuality? Idk, I love it.

So yes, thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed reading him, because I enjoyed writing him. Immensely. :)

I can't even believe I wrote something that doesn't feature Castiel at all, except in passing. WHAT? THIS ISN'T ME, I DON'T DO THIS. I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

Thank you so much, bb! I'm really happy you waited until you were non-fuzzy-brained to read it. ;D

♥

[super_seme04]

I want to leave the world and live in your words because this is everything that I love about that we're able to do with words. This was slow and contained, but it made me ache and my stomach clenched while I was reading because it seems that Sam saying yes to Lucifer is inevitable *and* believable.

I want to scream at Sam to run but I was as mesmerized by Lucifer as Sam was and I found myself leaning forward every time he spoke.

XD You captured Lucifer's voice so well that I actually feel *very* uncomfortable and it was good that you had Dean there, but on the sidelines because this is about Sam.

:) This was a wonderful, terrifying thing to read and it's *definitely* going to be found in my memories.

[thevinegarworks]

There's definitely something about this pairing that makes me want to just curl up and give into the inevitability and enjoy the ride. And I think, somehow, some tiny part of Sam wants that too.

You captured Lucifer's voice so well that I actually feel *very* uncomfortable

Bwaha, my work here is done. ;D

Thank you so much, bb! It was an interesting foray, to say the least, and I'm sure it will spawn many, many more explorations. I find myself craving already.

[super_seme04]

THIS.

You get sucked sucked into it and can't fight the current so it's just best to not to. >_> Lucifer never fails to inspire those kind of feelings... :P Sam has tried so hard to make himself normal that he's only made himself the King of Freaks.

*APPLAUDS YOUR EVIL*

Lucifer/Sam is the Pringles of fic, you can't write just one!

[spacefragments]

holy shit, please write this pairing forever.

you've managed this perfect mix of terrifying and sympathetic i get from SPN's lucifer. and he has this fascinated, curious, patient attitude, sort of, that almost makes me forget that hey, this is lucifer we're talking about. almost. cause you still get the creepiness and darkness across.

i love how you've brought in parallels/common ground between them in a less anvilicious way than in the show.

i love the brief glimpses of ruby and how you've described her.

and this: Sam wonders if this is anything like the state of being perpetually touched by Lucifer, of being fused to and obliterated by him, and he wonders, he really does. He considers.

makes me want sam/lucifer-in-sam's-body so bad, forget about that little detail about sam being burned away the instant lucifer gets inside him. XD

[thevinegarworks]

They seem to have become permanently affixed to my brain while writing this, so yes, there will be much more in the future. :D

I'm glad Lucifer came across as not so much fantastically scary but rather creepy. Terrifying and sympathetic and just weird is what I was going for, what I see him as, so I'm happy that worked for you.

Hah, yes, we get Dean=Michael/Sam=Lucifer beaten over our heads enough in canon, don't we?

Rubyyyyy, you fierce bitch. You are awesome. I miss her sometimes.

Ngl, I want that too. Maybe that will be my next foray into Sam/Lucifer-world!

Thanks so much for reading, bb. I'm happy you enjoyed it. ♥