I did that thing where you type out a really big message and manage to delete it so; cliff note time.

Woke
Walk
Work
Walk
Tradele's
Presents
Walk
Ryan's
Magic
Out
Dinner
Ryan's
Magic
Kidnapped
Singing
Tradele's
Excitement
Massage
Talk
Talk
Talk
Sleep

Wake
Post
Walk

Tonight I made my first appearance at a strip club. It was like a bar, but with additional girls who were getting paid to be less clad then they started(which of course wasn't much to begin with). Nothing that crazy. Though one of the strippers was very insistent on getting me involved. Every time I threw out some cash for Traci to get her stripper ( Read more... )

What the hell is this sensation? Oh, yea, this is what nervous feels like. Nervous is not something I am very accustomed to. I don't get anxious, I don't feel awkward, and I don't get nervous. At least not to any reputable degree, to say I don't feel them would be extreme. It is such a rarity to feel them so pronounced that I look back feel it ( Read more... )

Today I learned that my assistant was fired. That was interesting. I can't say I'm exactly shocked but I still have those damned sympathy pangs. Oh well, she still wants to hang out so I'm sure we'll keep in touch ( Read more... )

I was reading about this high functioning covert sociopath today. It was very intriguing. Though I've always had a special fascination for things I am incapable of experiencing myself. It's a strange thing to say, kind of ironic, but I feel for sociopaths. They always seem so lonely, but don't have the means to connect. Whilst they ultimately ( Read more... )

Everyone committing mass cynicide.
I don't want to be the only one alive on the inside.
Digging jaded graves that I'm not ready to lay in.

I'm a cause without a rebel.
Revolution is disillusion.
If you leave, you leave with out me.

Welcome to the New Year.

I was hugged. Now I don't mean your run of the mill hey or later hug, I mean I was hugged. At first I was even a little reluctant. Not to say I didn't want to hug, but I didn't commit to the hug. The hugger didn't release me as quickly as I anticipated however, and I honestly melted and just fell into the hug. I mean I am ( Read more... )

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I should have thought about this with more clarity.

So much for 'Blizzard'. It was decent whilst it was coming down but it never amounted to anything crazy. I wish I had gotten trapped somewhere more interesting then my house. As much as I enjoy my personal time, I really hate being by myself once I'm done. Though I don't really hang out with as many people as I used to. That and I feel like I annoy ( Read more... )

Christmas Eve was fun, with all the exciting trimmings and all. I had a good time at Traci's (and Adele)'s Eve Party. By trimmings I would like to include my hostess being standed out of Gas just before making it home, and I breaking and entering to wash the aforementioned individuals dishes. And a late night stroll through a winter wonderland but ( Read more... )