okay so i lied. i don't miss the old days. i missed the memory of them. it's been so long since i've even THOUGHT about anything beyond last week, that seeing everything again just brought down an emotional torrent ( Read more... )

reading through this journal, i've realized that i've come along way.  i've completely changed the makeup of my own existence, and life is smooth and easy these days.  the one worry that i have now is what i want to eat for dinner ( Read more... )

it's been years.

does anyone i know still look at this thing?

i might poke around on it a little bit every now and then.

get back at me.

huh. lookie.

it's one of these things.

GAH. you know. just GAH. i think i might do something tonight. otherwise i might just blow my own head off.

last night i put in my two weeks at amc and i don't even have another job lined up.

god, i feel so empowered. woohoo!

now i just need to decide what i'm going to do for money. XD

today my my brit lit class we discussed relationships between men and women and the element of control in it, referencing chaucer's "wife of bath." man. that was one hell of a discussion to listen to. everyone is so freaking cautious about the way that they come off, trying to appear as moral as possible. it's as if no one if the room had ever ( Read more... )

fucking cheetos. i just spent the last hour+ looking for a non existant parking spot. i don't know what the fuck is going on at the school today, but there wasn't a single spot anywhere, not even in the overflow.

fucking insane.

guess i'll give it another shot in a half hour with my next class.

the mountains and the canyons start to temble and shake
the children of the sun begin to awake

man.

where am i.