ok its Tuesday night and... I am about to die of alcohol poisoning. This is because I am so desperate to leave this place and get so shitfaced that my blood is turning into alcohol just to keep me from crying about it. yeah I know I sound whiney but hell at least Im consistent. Well Im going to die of alcohol poisoning or die because I am just ( Read more... )

Passed out on the overpass ( Read more... )

ok Im on probation up at GMU because my roomate and I got in a fight and we were reported. so yeah I am not up there, once again I can not emphasize this enough, fuckin a... and why am I sober???? I cant stand this any longer!!!! I cant even think of how Im going to drink when I get back. Im going to see a Natty Lite (the shittiest beer EVER and I ( Read more... )

ok like I said FUCKIN A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im stuck here at home for an extra week and a half. DOOM! yeah I think I'll go and wallow in my self pity for a long while. You can make donations to the help me buy offering me any time of alcohol possible. Thanks and I hope to recieve something from you all.

Fuckin A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok so because Im on probation up at GMU I cant move in early and do the play. So im screwed. I have to stay here until next Friday (thats when I can move back in) and stay sober. damnit all. ok let me tell you the highlight of this break they follow as 1.kicking Santa in the nuts and runnin off w/ presents 2. sleeping 18 ( Read more... )

ok last day at home... its like 12 pm so I know I can hold out for like another couple more hours. I must because my bladder and sanity depends on it. So yeah last night went out with Meagan because I was bored and we went out to eat and Barnes and Noble strictly as friends. I bought the Playboy guide to Bartending (yeah I dont sound like a raging ( Read more... )

must be intoxicated... sanity depends on it... one month of my family and no drinks will make any man want to drink himself to death! by jove one of the first things im doing when i get back up at college is drinking myself into a stupor that even the most retarted of people could not fathom. why must my mum hate alcohol so??? its not that im an ( Read more... )

hello my friends. it is I Christian again stopping by to see how my loyal monkeys *ehhhmm* fans are doing. This week has been hell for me. Running around doing a wicked load of papers and homework (I slacked off the first like half the semester but now I need to get those grades up!). I hate my dorm hall even more now well maybe not Brian, G, Gonzo ( Read more... )

Bloody Hell I hate dorm life and everything/everyone involved with it... just give me my degree and let me go out into the real world and be eaten alive by the wolves.

yyyyyyy*owww*yyoooo*owwww*ooooooo bloody hell that hurts! I will explain in a second about why I hurt. Ok college is fun blah blah blah and all that type of stuff. I had a good week of class I supose and all that nonsense. Lori and G failed to communicate with me on Friday so I thought I did not have a ride down to NK. Luckily I called good ol D ( Read more... )