I did it I got her I never thought I could, I mean she is engaged! Was engaged? I dunno but I did it. Well we aren't a couple or anything but it is a start. Bout damn time too, I think I deserve some happiness.

Hitting rock bottom is a really weird feeling. I think I have been on a downward spiral since probably mid summer. It is almost like real life just kind of snuck up on me, and I really wasn't prepared for it. And yesterday I finally cracked, I couldn't take it anymore. My day amounted to hours of just sitting in my room reflecting on life. The ( Read more... )

Yesterday started off like any other saturday. Woke up, called a few friends and went to play poker. Poker is a great game I must say but sadly I have become very bored with it and think I am done for awhile. Although I did end the night with an extra 35 dollars in my pocket. It was a pretty successful night. Well, right before I was about to ( Read more... )

SO today I played football again. Another rematch of the Santa Rosa Monty crews. Ah and of course nobody showed up for my team and they had a good 20 people. Well, some kid pissed me off and I was definately ready to fight ( I got in his face and everything) the only thing that really held me back was the fact that he had more than triple the ( Read more... )

Don't try to be friends with someone who just doesn't want anything to do with you. I was trying to rekindle a relationship awhile ago that just would never work. I finally realize that and just really dont talk to this person anymore. And you know what, I am so much happier now. It is almost like I am free to go on with life. But yeah I just ( Read more... )

So today wasn't that bad of a day, the only thing that went wrong was the sad fact that I could barely walk around campus because I was so sore from playing some all mighty tackle football game with some friends. Here's what happened. I come from Montgomery HIgh School and I have some friends that come from Santa Rosa High School (our biggest ( Read more... )

Well, today I went out for a peaceful game of football today. A rematch between montgomery and santa rosa. Hmm, well we get there and there are a bunch of big black guys using the field already. So what do we do? We challenge them of course. Alright so I consider myself to be a pretty built guy I mean 6'2" 185 pounds. That is a good size. Well I ( Read more... )

Well, I just got off the phone with someone trying to persuade him to play some football with us today when he gave me an interesting proposal. He wants me to move to southern california with him in december. I think I am going to go. At first I didn't want to leave beautiful santa rosa, that is why I stayed. But now I look around and I realize ( Read more... )

I could have sworn I already wrote this. Hmm... guess not. There is no better way to ruin a great day than to step foot in room 1610. That would be my english 1a class. The instructor is a very very scary man named Terry Mulcaire. I swear he is the devil reincarnate. Well, I walk into his class today with a huge smirk on my face (due to my ( Read more... )

What do you do when a friend is really hurting. I don't know what to do she really needs someone right now, and I want to comfort her and tell her everything will be alright but I am afraid I dont think I am the right person she needs right now. I really wish there was something I could do. Anything at all. Well I hope everyone makes it through ( Read more... )