Defeated

[thewhitemage]

Sometimes - for no reason whatsoever, I feel utterly and entirely defeated. I feel a great loss and a sudden and complete devastation. I don't feel as if my life is over, but as if there is no real point in continuing - just sort of a Game Over, type of thing, but in life you can't just hit some reset button.

I don't know...I've never been a very

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[beltzerseltzer]

It's easy for others to sit by the side and say "It'll be ok, Josh. You don't need to feel defeated." But those words are empty if the others don't make some kind of effort to "cheer you up." So, I think we should meet up sometime and get some dinner somewhere and catch up. I haven't seen you in forever, and unless you've been stalking me, you haven't seen me in a while either.

[thewhitemage]

That's an awesome idea, Steve. Sounds great to me.

[raistlinx]

i know this sounds weird, but get a facebook or myspace.

easy way to keep up.

[thewhitemage]

I actually have a Facebook. I'm on your friend list.
I don't know if I'd keep up with a My Space any more than I do with my Facebook or my LiveJournal. I generally view such things either as frivolous or wastes of time, though I don't really mind them or have anything against them...I just don't need any more than I already have, t'would just be another thing I wouldn't keep up with, sadly =\

[omegadaxer]

Kangaroo Swoop!

Come visit us here. I'd love to game it up.

[thewhitemage]

Sneaky...I'da never expected a Dax-reply.
I should come down there. It would be awesome indeed...
You any good at GGX2??

Thank ya

[anonymous]

Hey! I just got your birthday present! Thank you SO much. It was really unexpected and greatly appreciated. I had a pretty crappy birthday so knowing that someone was thinking of me really made my day. Thanks again! Shoot me an email sometime okay? Love you!