alright. here i am. the next week. MY LIFE has gotten KINDA just KINDA boring... WELLL. suffice to say that i am often constrained as to what to blog because you know.. well... big brother is watching... mwahhahahahahaha. mwahahhaah. mwahahhaha. right. well THIS week on the other hand was quite FAR from uneventful. had cadet mess opening yesterday ( Read more... )

well... its been a LONG LONG hiatus. but yeah. i'm not updating as often as i should be... but well! not many people read my blog... RIGHT? lol. in any case.. have decided that i will post some of my stuff online ( Read more... )

jotting down a memory ( Read more... )

all in all, one hell of an experience. something i would do ONCE. but more or less... never again.. lol. i'm sure thats what most people will say about it. being especially vague about this so yeah. learnt quite a bit about myself. the bad parts and the good parts. such a knowledge helps i guess. to mould a better hee. lol ( Read more... )

so many things have happened in the last, what, last month? i took up a police scholarship.(dont laugh.. im WARNING YOU), had this totally surreal 3 weeks with jack, made friends, i dunno.. such a multitude and myriad of events just happening all at once. didnt really have the time to write down much thoughts. but yeah. alots been happening ( Read more... )

recently went for a moe scholarship interview... it went pretty well.. i guess ( Read more... )

hmm...suffice to say i am not dead. this blog has been well.. left inert for a few reasons. but well.. in the space of time between this blog and the last i have lost myself, found myself. i have been rather miserable and picked myself up. i have ridden on my saturdays and flown on my sundays. i have... swept up time basically ( Read more... )

and so. just back from bangkok.. the land of a thousand smiles and kai-xin-ren. a.k.a happy people.. but SERIOUSLY. they were EVERYWHERE. i think at least 50 percent?! but whatever.. got some shopping done! went to koh samet! and in general.. the trip was b-e-a-utiful. lol. bought like some zara cardi for like 27 sing cos zara was on sale! for like ( Read more... )

recently been writing a poem.. cant seem to do anything about it.. its quite bewildering.. but well. maybe its a poem that finally has real significance to me. haha... i usually screw those up. the ones that dont involve me tend to be better.. less soppy. (not that i am actually..)whatever. detached? we'll see.. maybe going to bangkok will help me ( Read more... )

hmmmm... so im back from bukit tinggi. slipped away quietly and slipped back as quietly. i guess i havent really felt the impact of like... the post-prom blues.. just looked through photos of me on facebook and i am hit by the fact that i always guai lan lol. (or am DAMNNNN goodlooking). but some are nice lah. oh wellzzz. for those who dont know, i ( Read more... )