i'm cool now b/c i know how to do the bold html..
i leave in...2 days, 18 hours, 5 minutes, and 45 seconds. :-D oh yes..see my mother..and then leave 4 days later. ok i'm leaving now i guess..i loveyoutiffany

today was loong..

i woke up at 830 and then actually got up at like..9and watched tv until 11..then i got in the shower and we left and walked to downtown melbourne..to meet felicia's mom there and then walked to the publix plaza..and then ate at francos. yumm. and then we went to the nursing home behind publix to see felicia's gramma and...her ( Read more... )

everything is so complicated.. my friend is visiting me..which is fine. but..well, she was originally supposed to stay with me from the 4th to the 11th so i would have to be with her most of the time so i wasn't blowing her off, so i couldn't really see my friends that much. and then she told me that she was only staying with me the weekend, so of ( Read more... )

its been awhile

last night was fun i guess..aside from the part that i cried to myself in the back of the car and cried on my bathroom floor

i hate this crap..everything and everyone being divided

felicia comes friday and she's staying with me until next thursday and they get back on the bus friday

and then sunday night, i ( Read more... )

today was nice i guess. it was fine for me being the last day of my life. i had to go home right after school so i could get a stupid spanish study guide thingy so i wouldn't have to pay 2.50 for it and then come back to school to give it to my teacher. we left school..ryan, bad ryan!

52 in a 30 + school zone = $186.60 ticket ( Read more... )

here's my plan

i'm gonna go fill up the drainer to make it look like i did a bunch of dishes, then tidy the living room, then move some things around in my room, then i'm gonna try to have a "talk" with the father...gonna try not to get pissed and try to keep from yelling. i'm gonna ask him (since i cleaned/will clean some tonight) if i can i hang ( Read more... )

philip: i wont be at pb my senior year...
me: no...yes you are
philip: i dont think so...
me: yes...you are
philip: ... :(
me: you can go to bayside for ur junior year..but senior year is here
philip: i love you melissa 
me :-(
philip: you make me want to stay...so bad...and every time i talk to you about it i want to stay more and more...its one of the ( Read more... )

count down of friends: 1 hour and 59 minutes...58

salt n vinegar pringles is as equal to...chinese takeout with mcdonald's fries. yummy, oh yea no second half of 3rd period for me either so i must bring in 2 cans for the poor and starving little kids. i'm leaving now b/c i have nothing more to say, not that there was a point in this entry either, i love you guys.

i was at walmart--

-- and i saw an old lady

in a bikini top --

--and shorts

i'm proud of her--

--she's old and unashamed

and guess who else i saw at walmart                                              mikey..michael..michael murphy. so i ran away. i told my dad i ( Read more... )