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[thewiryirishman]

so its pushing three am and i've given up on sleeping, at least for the moment. i was starting to go stir crazy up in bed so i came down here to take a pill (took one about three hours ago and it didn't do a damn thing) and write about stuff i was thinking about until this pill kicks in (which it most likely won't, so i'll just crawl up in bed to

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[erosaeternis]

You're hurting too much and I can't help. When your brain isn't plagued with shadows of regret, you're in physical pain or you can't sleep. There isn't anything I can do to help and the only time you really talk about what bothers you is when you're pilled up. I suppose I should be relieved that your concerns aren't about me and that you're as sure about that as always but I worry that because I can't share what hurts you, I can't last. I don't know. I just want to help.