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Anyone want to hang with me sometime. Or atleast give me directions to Jacksonville beach so I can go. I don't mind it being by myself.

Ya I was sick today so I didn't get to go to take my math placement test. I have to go early in the morning to it on Monday cause I really need to get it taken care of. I'm going to be put in basic math I just know it and I really don't mind due to I really need to relearn everything casue I have totally forgotten it all T_T ( Read more... )

I qualified for Financial Aid ^^. I am so happy. That is the only thing good that has happened latly. I don't care If I become a full time student it will give me something to do. I don't mind just being wrapted up in learning. I do nothing else. It's not like I have Saturday nights to look forward to or a boyfriend to like snuggle on or kiss ( Read more... )

I don't think I will go. I can't handle it. I can't handel certain aspects about it. Right now actually im falling apart like I can actually feel it inside. LIke pieces of me are shattering with every step with every breath ( Read more... )

Yup I am not going to rant today I am just bored. I slacked off and didn't exercise T_T. Dang me for being lazy tonight. I am so not tired and there is no one to talk to. I'm so tired with playing Gaia so I needed a break and just decided to write in here ( Read more... )

Don't really hope on anything if anyone says they will try and do something cause guess what, IT DOESN'T HAPPEN. Actually I think I am really going to have to get into drinking cause ya maybe it will lower my stress for today. I'm glad mom isn't a drinker but sometimes I wish she was cause I would just raid the cabinet and just drink -_-. Drink ( Read more... )

Just a little tad depressed[like I haven't been like this before ya right]. Basically ok I know my house is boring and its just kind of sad -_-. I'm not going to say anything else I am just a little annoyed at something. Ohwell atleast I get once a week -_-. Woot god I love to rant about my stupid little issues it's great ( Read more... )

My god do I rant a lot. Anyway I've been taking drives by myself latly. It's a really good thing to do when you are stressed out. If anyone wants to join me on these feel free cause I love company. Just recently a song just really well helped me slightly and I'll qoute it ( Read more... )

anyway ya watched a show about well a girl got raped. I swear if that girl was my friend and that guy ever came around he better be able to run. Cause ya I'd hurt him. If something ever happend like that to Gen I don't care how I would do it I would fly up to ohio or even drive just to be there. Then I'd be apart of hunting that bastard down ( Read more... )