god...why do i do the things i do?? i dream of things, want things and when i can have them i dont take them. i know i shouldnt dwell on this but god, my oppurtunity was RIGHT THERE, like...god!! and then ofcourse i regretted it all night. i mean, i had fun (laughed ALOT) but i definetly missed something that i really wanted. i am sooo stupid ( Read more... )

who would have thought that so much could happen in one year? that your life could change and you could realize the person you could be. You could meet people who understand you and love you for you. People who laugh at your crackpot jokes and make everday of the week an adventure. Who would have thought you could eat three meals a day with the ( Read more... )

so i am home finally after an eventful weekend to say the least and instead of doing homework or sleeping more (which i am seriously contemplating) i am updating my lj ( Read more... )

i cant put my thoughts into words. there is just so much swimming around. and the words ringing in my head are strange but fit what i feel perfectly...

and since i've only heard the lines in the trailers its not a verbatum quote:

"the space between us keeps filling with all the words we aren't saying"

thats its for now...

so i talked to u today mozh! after years and years it feels. i didnt realize how empty my life feels without ur insane comments. ahh, i miss you and the fact that i dont have time right now to tell you everything thats happening in my life kills me. all i want to do is park my car in ur driveway and talk for hours and hours!! this kills me... ( Read more... )

why i love my girls from back home ( Read more... )

wow...we were just talking about old times and all these memories came up. MONDAY NIGHT PORN, a night that will go down in freshman year history! lol. the things that happened that night i dont think will ever happen again. wow. the beginning of the year was just diferent. i cant beleive things are gonna come to an end soon. only three weeks. i am ( Read more... )

ever dream of better? something more beautiful? something more daring? something easier ( Read more... )

so i realized its been weeks since ive updated. and its not that nothing has happened, well actually, that kind of is it. i guess i can make up some lies to tell all you about how exciting my life is ( Read more... )

i know i've said this a billion times but where does time go?? it felts like i had months before spring break but here we are the wednesday before. i cant beleive that in less than two weeks things will be so different...i never really thought about it but not having my sister around will be sooo strange! who is gonna pay for my victoria's ( Read more... )