I will try to fix you. (but let me take care of me, first)

Jun 14, 2005 23:23

DISCLAIMER: This is something I am thinking about, and is very much in the spirit of my other journal entries. If you generally prefer just to read about the goings on, skip skip skip to the bottom. If you have enjoyed, even once, some of my other musings then please read and drop me one ( Read more... )

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loveischemicals June 15 2005, 05:09:46 UTC
hahahah it's always a party when Kyle and I are around. I'm glad you come, honestly. I think it'd be a lot less .. hmmm .. energetic without you.

I know you're a busy guy but I can't help but feel jealous. We need some chilling time. I should come up to your hood and see your moms and pops, it's been too long.

Or perhaps we could go to Matt's house for a BBQ? He grills a wicked burger.

Anyway, just hittin' ya back.

Peace, homes..

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thewowisnow June 15 2005, 05:12:19 UTC
Haha jealous in terms of...friends taking up my time or hardcore work taking up my time?

Because let me tell you, weekdays are all day at the gym, then to the library, then to the piano.

Nights are when I come out to play. That's the time for us to catch each other. Of course, that's only until my midterm and my essay are finished. Then it'll be a little lighter.

-Kev-

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loveischemicals June 15 2005, 07:37:46 UTC
I was reading your entry..
that is so much of the stuff I've been wondering lately..
I love that whole existentialist bit, you must know.. I love that whole responsibility thing.

I especially liked your idea about the common consciousness.. I believe in that. I believe that is karma, man, more than ever.

Everything is everything, and that sounds stupid to say because everyone is like, "Duh!", but it is so simple that it really means something..
when you find out what everything is, you can speak to anyone.. all you have to do is find a place to communicate. Verbal communication is hardly everything, so you have to wonder, what is?

I think even a look says more than 1000 words do. A picture is worth more than any notebook of poetry I could ever write.

Looks are the killers, man, not the words. Looks are what makes everything.

I'm just babbling. I love to do that too.

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Arrest this man, he talks in maths. thewowisnow June 15 2005, 13:24:17 UTC
You know, as suspect as it can be to talk about 'FATE' (karma going hand in hand), I do think that karmatic forces are at work all the time.

While I may not think that our deaths are predestined and our lives predetermined, I think there is absolutely a spiritual accountability check that asserts itself so that people will REALIZE it.

I think that karma steps in with an especially huge foot when people believe their actions go unreciprocated.
Ex. the asshole who thinks that everything he does is ok so long as he does not get caught, or the nice guy who wants to shed his skin because he always seems to finish last.

That's when the Karma Police come swooping down and go: "Hey, come on now. Start taking us seriously, because you're BOOKED."(hey, if you're allowed to babble, so am I - though I'd wouldn't call it that because both of us seem to have put down some very reasonable and articulate answers ( ... )

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Re: Arrest this man, he talks in maths. thedreamsound June 15 2005, 20:46:21 UTC
haha i totally remember the ants part from waking life

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krazypoo June 15 2005, 17:13:42 UTC
hey Kev?

you're awesome. I love you!
+ the new Coldplay album I CANNOT stop playing! I looove it so much..

I know how you feel about those conscious experiences and it's a shame that not everyone can or will understand life's true beauty that way. Some people just need to slow it down because they're moving too fast.

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thewowisnow June 15 2005, 17:29:31 UTC
Mel. :)

Very happy to see you posting. LoL I am definitely one of the yellow smiley faces in your LJ portrait. In fact, I am ALL OF THEM.

The new Coldplay album really is a masterpiece. It is BRILLIANTLY creative, so lush and rich. SO MUCH TEXTURE. Jeez. The first track pulls me in, and the sequence is so perfect that you don't stop listening to the end.

It's no wonder they're now being compared to U2 in terms of popularity, mass appeal, talent...and they're both politically active as well.

And holy shit, I think I have tickets for the 2nd. :)

HAHAHA there are going to be some tough calls made on the 2nd of August, as BSB and Coldplay will both be in the T-dot at the SAME TIME.

Ok, we'll talk soon. Stop being so sedated and drop me one. ;)

-Kev-

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krazypoo June 15 2005, 17:36:33 UTC
wtf? how did you get tickets? and that's so close to my birthday too.. *cough* =P

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thewowisnow June 15 2005, 17:54:29 UTC
My friend MAY be going to Malaysia for that week and is planning on giving them to me if she indeed does.:)

Oh, when's your birthday? LoL surely you're not implying that I give you a Coldplay ticket. *ahem*

Mine's the 25th of August, by the way, just so we're on the same page.

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thedreamsound June 15 2005, 21:17:13 UTC
i REALLY understand and agree with what you're saying here. the more i'm around people now, the more i feel this barrier or wall that's stopping a person from really reaching out to the people around them, to honestly communicate. i think i got tired of spending more time small-talking than actually talking/listening/understanding, and i think this is a big part of why it's hard for me to open up to people now.

like when i'm having a conversation with someone, i'm not sure how "deep" to take it, because then i get nervous or uneasy, like, "will this person think i'm weird if i say this", especially if it's someone i barely know. because i think not many people i know even realize that this un-communication thing is a problem. and i think something that you made me realize i really needed to work on is to not avoid it and give up, because that just adds to the mess.

i like what you said about strangers too. all of the strangers in my photographs look so flawless to me, in a sense that everything i just captured becomes a piece of art ( ... )

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thedreamsound June 15 2005, 21:26:40 UTC
ps, it is always okay to use my name
and to put pictures you have to first find a server to upload them to...

and after, you use an image tag:

< img src = imageurlhere.jpg >

but without the spaces

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thewowisnow June 16 2005, 03:37:48 UTC
What a super post ( ... )

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lifelifelife. pf_jiyoung June 15 2005, 23:18:47 UTC

everytime i read your entries, i have this "feeling" that they somehow unlocked my knotted thoughts. this entry did the same. :)

altho it was long, i love to read your journals. so refreshing. lol
whole week in the LIBRARY? i thought you were done school!

lets see each other and maybe a movie after my exams are done! its D-10 until its done ;)

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Re: lifelifelife. thewowisnow June 16 2005, 03:25:25 UTC
I AM done school, but I have an online course!

It's keeping me busy, and my midterm is on Saturday, so wish me plenty of luck!

I'll see you after that.
-Kev-

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