mother protests my suggestion to stay home tomorrow and study for calc (apparently, i need to be "responsible"...as if being a student while holding down a part time job isn't "responsible"), so i suppose i will go into the test w/out my morning prep. i feel much more uneasy going into this one than the last one. i studied for a while, but i'm too ( Read more... )

i'm done with calc for the night. i'm too tired and strung out to concentrate. and by strung out, i mean i'm coming off of an adrenaline rush and my new eating regiment has left me rather hungry and light headed. so it's probably not the best idea for me to concentrate on calc at the moment. actually, the stuff for the test isn't that hard; it's ( Read more... )

i love the high that a performance gives you. all the nerves bundled up inside of you are released in the ultimate adrenaline rush that no drug can ever provide. you feel alive, on top of the world, and for the first time, you can see things clearly ( Read more... )

soooo...tired. woke up at 6:20 a.m. on a sunday morning (which, i think is a sin...god, help me out here) to work Disney on Ice starting at 8:00 a.m. by the time i got out of there, i had been at work for 12 hours...12 hours. that is half a day. that is more hours than the number of hours of sleep i got the night before. that is just crazy, ( Read more... )

why am i doing calculus at 11:00 on a friday night? (this would be a rhetorical question ( Read more... )

i don't think the concept of "are you smarter than a fifth grader" is fair. i don't know some of the answers to the questions that they ask. does that really mean i'm dumber than a fifth grader? not necessarily. i mean, does a fifth grader know the stages of development, according to freud? does a fifth grader know what a sestina is? does a fifth ( Read more... )

it's fantastic that on the night before a spanish test, i left my spanish vocab sheet at school. it's even better that senor doesn't have the vocab sheet online. neither do any of the other spanish III teachers. it's amazing that, of all the power point presentation he has online, the one that doesn't work is the one that i need. i tip my hat to ( Read more... )

my mom's having me check all my tax forms tonight...as if i understand what half of the form means. still, i find it amusing that i'm getting more back in refunds than my parents are, apparently because they invest and save their money wisely...aah, to be young and only have to pay for simple purchases...such as a trip to europe...which i still owe ( Read more... )

i got home from work tonight, and my dad confronts me with "emma, we got a call from the school today, and apparently, you missed one of your classes"...riiiiiiiiiight. silly attendance office. actually, the message said that it was either me or my brother...and i'm leaning towards my brother. come on, the boy already got in trouble in the last ( Read more... )

i opened up livejournal and found a listing for a house in waterford off to the side...i guess they put in ads for areas around you...?? maybe ( Read more... )