So. Fuck.
I'm thinking of becoming an alcoholic: it doesn't make me feel any better, but it makes me care less about not caring. More numb to the numb.
Numb Numb!!Spanish. I'm taking Spanish 1 right now. Spanish 2 starts the 13th. I had it all planned out that I'd study super-duper hard during Spanish 1 and test out of Spanish 2, because I
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The deadline to have everything submitted for England is the 15th, and I'm just dragging my feet on it. For no reason, I just have no motivation to do anything but mope around. I don't have to have the money by then, at least, so there's that.
I think I'm worried that I'm seeing London as some sort of cure for what ails me; if I go and it cures nothing, then I've just wasted time and money.
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Going as an actual vacation, yeah. You'd have an entirely different focus, one that isn't dictated by other people.
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I do think a foreign education system could be a very valuable experience, I just don't know if it's one worth paying substantially more money over (compared to just dicking around without school). However, the "full-time" requirement is met at just 2 classes, so it's entirely possible to have 5-day weekends every week to go do activities and such.
I have been dragging my feet on this so bad it's disgusting. Everything is do by this Wednesday (except the money), and I'm just not ready. My decision is probably going to be made by my procrastination.
Also, I wasn't too drunk when I started that entry, but I realize that I was pretty damn drunk by the time I finished. -.-
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I would piss into the Thames, which would drastically improve its water quality.
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