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[thexfireinsidex]

i watched the butterfly effect tonight...most of it. i missed about the first 45 minutes, maybe a bit more. but man..how depressing. it made me so sad...gosh..i couldn't've done it. not the part where he tells her he hates her when theyre very young so it never happens: that, i could handle. but walking past her on the street years later..i could

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[urbanrdneck]

finaly, thankyou, you have discribed me. you pinpointed my existance, sad and pointless as it is, i hope you dont mind me venting on your journal, but, i just wanted you to know that i too feel that heart ripping feeling when a person i would die for tells me she found the perfict guy, and i must do the polite thing and say i am happy for her, but realy i want to tell her how much i am dying inside, just for a hug, just a kiss. but i must remain quiet, and composed as i always do. i think i am going to explode soon, veary soon, i have been holding back the effects too long, much too long, i dont know how much longer it will stay like this, and, i will warn the ones that are close to me. it may not be safe to even say hi to me, who knows what is going to happen, i am afraid that it will hurt the ones that are close to me, but what do you do, except hope that i get rileased from this soom time quickly, that i may start over, and the one that i am dieing to tell i love, i'm sorry, i was told that love is always wanting whats best for you