ahhhh. i apologize for not being at computer when you sent me an IM. i was peeing and getting something to eat. i stopped drinking too. my stomach's fucked up. well i didn't exactly stop drinking but i don't drink to get drunk anymore. there's no point of that. i've been so anti social. i want to hang out with all of my friends here but at the same time i don't want to leave the house because i don't feel like seeing anyone. it's bad but i've been improving. you and i never really hung out. that sucks. we should someday. asap.
i never want to leave, there are like 2 people i see on a weekly basis that i actually like talking to and i dont force myself to. it literally upsets me to try to talk to people and i don't know why, or how to fix it. it takes me so long to warm up to people, i am always afraid that i am being judged. girls are the worst. no matter what, they are catty and rediculous, so i always have a guard up.
i would love to hang out with you. when i have money, i am driving to western mass. you should try to make it to easthampton, because i am sure that is where i will be. or even better, come into boston. i will actually be happy to see someone i invited to be my guest.
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i apologize for not being at computer when you sent me an IM. i was peeing and getting something to eat.
i stopped drinking too. my stomach's fucked up. well i didn't exactly stop drinking but i don't drink to get drunk anymore. there's no point of that.
i've been so anti social. i want to hang out with all of my friends here but at the same time i don't want to leave the house because i don't feel like seeing anyone. it's bad but i've been improving.
you and i never really hung out. that sucks. we should someday. asap.
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i never want to leave, there are like 2 people i see on a weekly basis that i actually like talking to and i dont force myself to. it literally upsets me to try to talk to people and i don't know why, or how to fix it. it takes me so long to warm up to people, i am always afraid that i am being judged. girls are the worst. no matter what, they are catty and rediculous, so i always have a guard up.
i would love to hang out with you. when i have money, i am driving to western mass. you should try to make it to easthampton, because i am sure that is where i will be. or even better, come into boston. i will actually be happy to see someone i invited to be my guest.
thanks for caring though.
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