i never knew that everything was falling through.

[they_tell_lies]

i just asked my dad for the half of the apartment rent i can't pay. i am so embarassed. i have NEVER asked someone for money before. it's humiliating.

i was too chicken to call him so i emailed him. i knew i would cry if i called him. how the hell did i get myself in so deep?

oh yeah. trusting people.

i hate this. i hate being a grown up.

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[a_cure_poem]

i got an idea, baby... a car wash! we could lie and say its for charity and just take the money!

[they_tell_lies]

i wish i could do that. or have the heart to do that.

come up here and do the car wash with me! my dad said he has nothing extra and my mom is broke, so i don't know what to do and i am supposed to pay rent at two places. i am in deep shit...

venus was her name.