I was recommended by a close friend to take psychodelics to better understand myself.  I might have to take her up on that idea.  My thoughts have changed.  Maybe in my blind anger i was right.  Maybe, i'm still bitter.

Ducks landing on a frozen pond

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i hurt my shoulder.  I love snowboarding

Hell yeah Dethklok CD!  and i put my clear doubles in yesterday.

Please just let me sleep.  Let me sleep.
Let me sleep.

i have to get ready for work soon

Just let me sleep
who am i talking to?

I'm finding some form of joy in be able to submit work to Deviant art again.  I've had my account there for 5 years now.  My journals there are a dark reminder of where i was.  The work i created then was some of my best but most of it trash.  I have lots of new things up.  I'm changing from the inside out.  I've changed so much in the last few ( Read more... )

Sometimes i do things drunk.  

Have i ever told you what i thought when i first saw you?

I forgot how much fun i can have.  Thank you *uck *uck Goose

reliving the night over and over in thought

I had a job interview today that was cool.  I'm eager to start but its a temp service so who the hell knows when the next job will be.  I think i'm kind of in over my head with this one but i can do it.  I really need to start a job that pays more.  I'm 200 short on rent and thats not the electric, cable, or the $180 phone bill, the 200 termination ( Read more... )