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[thezerosystem]

summary: pain. more meds, more pain. more side effects. different dosages. pain. swelling. pain. screaming. emotionally fucked up. my poor keith. i scream at him nightly for no reason, i don't know which druug it is. can't think. can't do anyytgn, tv is even too hard commercials make me cry/confused sometimes this is so hard. can't

Comments

[jessicapierce]

All the well wishes in the world, kiddo. I hope you get some rest soon from all this stupid crap.

[geminigirl7609]

Thinking of you and sending healing thoughts your way.
Peace.

[deadrose]

*non-painful virtual hugs*

I can wholly identify with the grind of constant low-level pain on the system. Very few people (other than those dealing with it) realize just how much it wears you down. Sometimes I'd almost rather have acute pain.

I'll send what I can your way healing-wise. Hope you get some answers and relief soon.

[larksdream]

*tight (but gentle) hugs*

[spiritonparole]

Get your rest and do everything in your power to beat back your pain, whether through drug therapy or through alternative methods. Be strong and proactive for yourself, and never feel afraid to vent, cry, or anything else. You're going through absolute hell right now and even if things may get better one day, that does not remove your right to express your pain to anyone and everyone. Let it out and be good to yourself.