So this is it?

[thezerosystem]

Hospice. We went all the way downtown (which was so painful) for the doc to tell me its all over. "Weeks to months." I have too many tumors, in too many different places, doing too much damage for further chemo to be feasable. I feel so helpless. So afraid. I didn't think it would get to this point so quickly. We'll get a second opinion, but

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[skywalkerchick]

oh no sweetie...everyone's already said everything i want to...::hugs:: ::hugs:: and more ::hugs::

[dalbino83]

At work, when someone has a sick relative to nurse, we can all donate a little of our vacation time to that person so that they can have enough paid time off to be with their relative.

I wish we could all donate a little time to you, and extend the time you have on this earth. It would be worth it to have you with us longer.

[snooopy]

:( i have been speechless all day... I can't add to what everyone else has said, I can't change the path of your life however much I wish I could, because the world needs more people like you! Think of you LOADS! great big HGUS Sarah xx

[burnalive]

I'm thinking of you, and will be for a long time. You are truly a special soul.

[deadrose]

I'd also really like to be able to send you something, if you could provide an address, whether home, PO Box, trusted friend, whatever.

I'm still praying and stuff over here, for you, and for my friend who just had a double mastectomy. She's already survived (or been in long-term remission from) ovarian cancer.

I can understand, in a very limited way, what you mean about watching people go on about their lives. I get the junior version of that when I watch people doing things that my limitations don't allow me any more.

Ehh, I should shut up, I'm in far too morose a mood myself right now.

Gentle hugs to you, replete with flowers and kittens and adorable baby wombats

Heidi